The Weird Freak That Makes Your Life Goes All Fun & Swirly

Always Happen

2012-02-04T14:54:00.002+08:00

Always happen weih .

That awful lump stuck in the throat.

Gosh I hate that feeling .

After a while , it will all end up with tears.

Haizz need to train myself to control.

I have been trying ...

Someone help me D:

Never. Ever.

2012-02-04T14:51:00.003+08:00

I am sorry.

For taking this for granted.

For rejecting that 5 times you oonfessed.

For always whining to you.

I am sorry if you think I am taking you for granted.

I am sorry but I really appreciate you.

With all my heart , I love you.

Just not the way you want me too but I love you :)

Really what are you waiting for ?

2012-02-04T14:45:00.002+08:00

Its time to seize the chance.

What are you waiting for ?

Take a leap of faith

Take a risk.

Reviving on process !

2012-02-04T14:09:00.002+08:00

Yerr bloggie so dead ... blehh ...

so dead right ? -.-

i use to update my bloggie like everyday last time D:

Nghh now no free time ...

Club activities , tuition , homework and my own revision.

I barely go on Facebook too. Damn sad weih T.T

Haha but anyways hows life ?

Mine's pretty good !

Best of it was Leo I gotta say :)

Leo , first meeting already I have an awesome expression about it xD

Haha pro pro ...

Anddddd ... Got cute guy worr x)

Haha I HAVE OFFICIALLY MOVED ON :D

Damnnn he so cute weih ... Me melting :pp

Okayy so I might as well go et my ice cream first ...

Ciaooooooooo :D

Boring Thursday

2012-01-26T15:05:00.003+08:00

Damnn I am so bored ://

I hate holidays mann ~

Not like I can go out also -.-

Fortunately tomorrw going Gita's house:D

Heh so awesomeeee weih :DD

Haha I always love hanging over there :P

Her mummy is like wayyy too awesme xD

Haha I so badly wanna go to a playground larh now :P

Super duper duper bored here at home weihh ...

Haizz I shall go back to Twitter !

ciaoooo :P

Twitter

2012-01-25T19:38:00.003+08:00

Wheeeee Twitter :3

Yessss I am a Twitter fan :DDD

Heh tweeting tweeting tweeting all day :P

Been tweeting so much today i am over the limit edi -.-

so yeah gotta wait for a few hours i think ._.

Oh wait ... Hehe can start again edi xD

LOL so it means only for few minutes :P

Hehe anyways follow me on twiter !

https://twitter.com/#!/mesooawesome

Bar Party (Y)

2012-01-25T19:21:00.002+08:00

Okayy so yesterday !

Dad's friend's son's 19th birthday :D

Woots ! Idonotknowwhotheguyisatallactually :P

But anywayssss ! He is cuteeee , he has a lot of cuteeeee friends :3

But dont know why they just dont seem to interest me ...

Not to boast or anything some was like flirting with me ,

and I am like ignoring them ! I feel bad but oh well ...

Guess it's all because of you boyyyy x)

So yesterday ! Haha went there , to a bar ...

And I was like damn left out ...

No kids ... A lot of adults and young adults ...

Ahhh I was sitting there ... And the bartender was cuteeee xD

Had champagne and wine ...

Couldnt drink anything more heavier cuz daddy is like watching me

then i was just talking to my sister , whatsapping ...

fortunately got free internet ...

Then boom ! My phne black outtttt ...

Haha nooo i did not black out !

I pressed the off button xD

Yeah by accident :PPP

lazy to on it back edi so i was like aiya just sit back larh

then end up drinking vodka.

Shit man ! Too heavy edi , after all those wine i had

Got all high on my drinks , and made calls.

crapped some stuffs to some people ....

And fortunately my friend Heather was there.

Actually she was there the whole time :P

just she is flirting and dancing .

and i dont wanna dance or flirt -.-

haha then she sent sorry messages to peeps !

THANKS HEATHER ILOVEYOUTOTHEMAX :3

Thennnn next morning , BOOM !

I felt sooooo embarrassed !

And I was like whatttt ? 23 people ?!

I called 23 people ?! Fortunately all understood after i sent my personal sorry message

i was counting all those who forgave me when BOOM 1

KEN DID NOT REPLY ME D:

Then i am like arrrhhhh die die die !

I just lost a best friend D:

And i was damn worried but finally he replied ...

he was busy after all xD

then i was like phewwww

my best buddy is still sticking wth me :D

Haha but no one beats u heather !

sending them those messages :')

I loveeeeeyou to the max !

Haha yeahhh so that was yesterday xD

One Direction !!

2012-01-25T19:13:00.002+08:00

One direction !!! Oh gosh * faint *

I am so freaking in loveee with this cute boys :DDD

Niall , Louis , Harry , Liam , Zayn !

aint they just the cutest band on earth :DDD

BABY YOU LIGHT UP MY WORLD LIKE NOBODY ELSE !

THE WAY THAT U FLIPPED UR HAIR GETS ME OVERWHELM

THE WAY YOU SMILE AT THE GROUND MAKES IT HARD TO TELL

U DONT KNOW ! OH OH

UDONTKNOWURBEAUTIFUL!

Oh myyyy they so cute and hotttt when they sing this man!

Ahhh One Direction u sooo fineeee ~

I want you as mineeee ~

Zaynnn . Harryyyy , Niallllllll ......

You guys are the top 3 :D Mannnn come to Malaysia weih :D

I definitely will go support u ttm n ur concert !

ONE DIRECTION COME TO MALAYSIA

Malaysians love ya ttm :D Greyson come back to Malaysia !

We love you ttm too ! :DDD

Comfort

2012-01-24T18:19:00.002+08:00

Sometimes people feel so empty.

Sometimes people feel so cold.

Sometimes people's heart beak slowly.

Sometimes the just need someone to come and find them.

Sometimes all they need is comfort.

And sometimes no scratch that out.

Most of the times , I want to be the comfort.

Saturday !

2012-01-15T09:21:00.002+08:00

Gosh yesterday was simply awesome :D

Haha first went Karate in the morning :p

Greg ditch me ! D: But oh well he was tired from cheer practice xD

Then straight went Gita's house for tuition ...

Haha learnt maths chapter 2 xD Wheeee :D

Then after that I stayed back at Gita's house till evening (Y)

It was like one of the awesomest time we hang out weih :D

Only both of u , without the others xD

We did each other hairs , video camera stuffs , talk , gossip.

Haha okayyy for one day I was rather girly :P

Hehe but we had some fights xD With bolster and pillow :D

Haha had late lunch , watch videos :D

HAHA WE WERE CRAZY OVER THE WANTED GLAD U CAME AND

ONE DIRECTION WHAT MAKES U BEAUTIFUL (Y)

They are sooo cute ( take the wanted out xD ) and their voices (Y)

* melts * Hahaha ! we even made fun of some of them :D

Such an awesome day :) I am so glad me and Gita still close ...

Haha we had lotsa talks :P Really made me love her xD

Buahahaha UR BARBIE DOLL ! :D

And thanks for the breakfast ! U made something urself xD

Well thats it :) Haha such awesome moments ... Simple but really awesome xD

Haha byeeee guys :D

OWL XD

2012-01-10T16:39:00.002+08:00

LOOOOOL this picture reminds me of Jason xD

He used to pronounce owl as OW-UL !

HAHAHAHA XD He so funny larh :')

I miss u dude ! See I MISS U , I ADMIT XD

haha i dont think u'll even see this :P

U larhh ... Such a smarty pants , studying so much ...

Every night and afternoon u stick with ur books ...

Seriously dude relax lehhh :P

Dont study too much or ur brains will burst :)

Haha good luck in ur new class bro !

I love u like hellllllll ! HAHAHA BECAUSE U AWESOME LIKE THAT :)

Your one boy that holds a big part of myself.

Talk to u tomorrow best friend xD

I miss u like hell weih :(

Class aint the same without you !

Finally :)

2012-01-10T16:21:00.002+08:00

Finallyyyyyy :D

Someone go plan me a party !!

YEAH MAN , I AM OVERRRR HIM !!! AWESOMEEEE :D

Wheeee after soooo long xD

Gosh I am so proud of myself ,

Now i do not have to worry for some dude liking someone else.

Hehe I feel like crying xD

Now the only thing I have to worry is ....

LACKKKKKK OF FOOD XDDD

MUAHAHAHA LIKE TODAY !

Recess , NOT ENOUGH FOOD NOT ENOUGH TIME D:

MANNNNN , I was likeeee so tortured during class time ! Haha i didnt tell Jien Hern or Greg that my stomach was grumbling xD

Damnnnn i was actually praying for school to finish fast !

Hehehe this is how much i can go for foooooood :D

Liar.

2012-01-10T16:17:00.002+08:00

You once said , you'd never wanna hurt me.

I dont even know if u remember that.

You say you'd never wanna do that to me.

Doubting my loyality to u hurt me.

I promised I'd keep the secret ,

you doubt me but not the others ?

It hurts , seeing I believe u so much.

But u on the other hand , doubt me.

During this long friendship , I never leak a secret out.

I promised you and I kept to it.

You doubt me ? Do u know much that hurts?

Liar.

10th January and counting :)

2012-01-10T15:55:00.003+08:00

Wheeee what day is it ?! YES TUESDAY ! :D

What dateeee ?! 10TH JANUARY 2012 !

How old are youuu ?! 15 YEARS OLD !

Dayumm so old edi one ?! :O

I cant believe I am now a form 3 student weih :'(

Time stopped ticking edi ... THEY START FLYING , ZOOMING NOW ! D:

Terrible terrible time !

Haha anywayssss , what's up ? :)

My day basically the same , well always containing FUN stuffs xD

Muahahaha , its so happy and all :)

Gosh i misssss school so much weih xD

Haha homework , school work , asssignments not much ....

Let's wait till a few more weeks , then everything will come pouring in :P

Haha what so more to tell u guys OTHER THAN MY AWESOME DAY ?!

Muahahha yes yes ! MY AWESOME LUNCH XD

Its PIZZA ! Yes again , I know :P But idontmind xD

I love pizza anyways :D Can never get sick of the fast foods xD

Hehe its awesomeeee :3

Hmm I am guessing I am rather mean :O

But its not really all my fault -.-

So this ' BEST FRIEND ' of mine is like .... asking me something ...

asking me if i broke a secret of his -.-

I mean like seriously ? :( Ur my best friend u dont doubt me !

Anyways he apologize and all but I think he still doubts me -.-

And i was like the one always there for him and all !

I got really pissed so i decided i have to do something ,

I am scratching his name out of my best friend list :P

MUHAHAHAHAHHAA IIII FEEEL POWERFULLLL XD

MUAHAHHA XD Then then I inserted his name in good friend list.

Heyyy at least I still keep ur name somewhere -.-

This is one main reason , why i prefer my school bestfriends.

They NEVER doubt you.

And then another BEST FRIEND thinks I am avoiding her and stuffs again.

Jeez seriously if u call urself best friend , u should understand,

When i do not wanna talk i reply u coldly.

When i dont reply u DONT MEAN I HATE U OR ANYTHING -.-

And my privacy IS MINE , dont go digging my life.

i love all of u guys like sooo much , but if u dont understand me.

Ur no where near what people call best friends.

Start understanding my ways , and pleaseeee

I do not have to tell u my ways ,

u observe me and find it out urself ...

if i can do that , why cant u ?

Sometimes I so hope life was pictures ...

If i didnt like this picture , i could always choose another one.

Jeez ... U guys are ruining my mood weih ...

One after another , once i burst u guys will seriously regret weih ...

Tolerating too much edi -.-

I want a real smile ~

2012-01-08T01:31:00.002+08:00

Screwing up the best thing ever ,

is something you'll regret forever.

Is it really so hard ?

So hard for me to put on a real smile ?

I am seriously sick of fake ones ....

But if i dont smile , everyone gets hurt .

They think i am in deep problem and i cant be helped.

they cant help me so they think they can do nothing.

in the end i am hurting them.

no , its better to fake a smile.

I rather fake a smile , then to cry and ask for sympathy

Fake a smile rather than cry and hurt the loved ones.

Little Little Girl , so fragile so broken.

Little Little Girl , when will you get up feeling confident , feeling strong?

I keep my mouths sealed.

2012-01-08T01:23:00.003+08:00

You know those times in life , when everything just does not works out ?

Yeah those times are happening now.

Nothing seems to work out , since yesterday.

I act as though nothing happened , chatted , commented .

I put smileys like nothing happened , tried convincing myself I'm fine.

But I cant keep lying to myself , this is messed up. Its Screwed.

I just wanna run away from all of this , run away never looking back

I just wanna run into the rain , or hide in the dark.

I wanna make sure my tears are hidden.

I must stay strong , for the sake of others.

Knowing something I never wanna know is terrible ...

But life goes on ... I hope i can someday keep a real smile on my face

I dont like this. I hate this.

Sometimes I just want to fly over to my mum in Canada and cry to her.

I wanna be warm in her arms , to be embraced and consoled.

I want to be treated like her beloved child. I want her near

This time she failed me , This time I want to run further away from her.

Why was she never here ? Why was she never understanding ?

Why did she left ? Why must she work so far away?

My heart aches , and I want a mum's love .

Why did she have to board up that plane?

WE RUINED THE TREE !

2012-01-07T22:24:00.003+08:00

HAHAHHAHAHAH !

Oh gosh this picture reminds me of the tree weih xD

In school theres this tree ,

and we all ESPECIALLY JASON LEONG

threw rocks at is xD

its a pretty stupid tree ! It has lotsa ants !

So we got disgusted and ruined it xD

Oh gosh if u look at it now , its terribleeee ...

Haha but looking back at the tree ,

i seriously miss those old times :')

I miss when we were all together. Aaww emotional time xD

Stop playing puppet.

2012-01-07T22:15:00.002+08:00

You want to know whats one of the saddest thing in life?

Its that you act like a puppet ,

pleasing everyone to their fullest.

And u smile seeing all of them happy ,

But what about ur happiness ?

When will u little puppet find time to make ur happiness ?

You do not leave to please everyone.

You have a life , your own life.

Be urself , cut the ropes , free u from those binds.

Those strings that moves ur arms and legs.

Once u start being a puppet ,

You might not stop. Until its too late.

The funniest/happiest ones , are the saddest ones

2012-01-07T21:53:00.002+08:00

Mr Bean is pretty much dumb ,

but he is funny at the same time.

I respect him a lot , for making me laugh when i'm down

without having to talk ....

without having to crap all those stuffs to me ...

He and Teddy are just the way they are :)

But truly , the one with the biggest smile on their face ,

are the ones with the biggest pain inside.

Mr Bean , I salute u for cheering us all up :)

No matter if ur down , or broken.

U gave it ur best .

A camera.

2012-01-07T21:46:00.002+08:00

I wish I could get a DSLR :(

Or maybe fine ... A normal camera ?

Because sometimes , I just wanna snap all those happy memories

I dont wanna ever forget it.

Especially in my condition now ....

I feel broken and fragile ....

Looking back at happy memories are the only things that keep hanging

If not , I would perhaps already left this place.

Sometimes , life cheats you.

It make u think ur happy , then break it down to u that ur not.

Sometimes , life is a heartbreaker.

It makes you feel happy , then break it down to you it will ruin ur happiness.

Bring me to a better place

2012-01-07T21:28:00.002+08:00

You know how sometimes you always wish of this bridge?

This bridge that supposingly brings u to a better place on the other end.

I hope this bridge is somewhere near me now ,

I feel so despearate in finding this bridge.

In hope , I will find a better place at the other end of this bridge.

The bridge does not seem convincing though , it looks plain

Pretty old and not pretty ...

Not convincing at all for a better place at the other end ...

But once u get desperate , u dont care about how it looks anymore ,

all u wanna do is a find a better place.

away from the place u are now , away from all this terrible things.

Thinking about it ,

I would hurt someone if I had to just to walk on this bridge.

That's how desperate I became ,

That's how desperate we all will become like when terrible things take place

and all u want is to go away , far far away.

All u want is to find happily ever after ,

I want to find happily ever after at the other end.

But i kind of wonder ....

What if this bridge will take me far far away ...

But at the other end , it turns out the same ?

It turns out that someday .... Terrible things will take place ...

What if even wherever u go , terrible things will be waiting , someday.

There was never happily ever after was there ?

Unless I'm in heaven of course ...

So I see the point of the bridge.

Its not a magic bridge where u can find happily ever after .

Its just a bridge , that brings u to realization.

Wherever u go , terrible things happen.

Endure it and go through it ...

Then u will find happiness ,

though its for a short while ... Its fine :)

Brandonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~

2012-01-07T14:43:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG LOOK WHOS IN THE PICTURES XD

Yes peeps ! THE KOBAYASHIS :DDDDDD

Aint they just so awesome ?! xD

Haha Shannon and Brandon are SIBLINGS ! WHEEEEEE :D

Haha so I'm talking about Brandon ! Let's scratch out Shannon and

the cute sister ! ( shes freaking cuteeeee )

Hmm Brandon ? o.O

Haha his niceeeeeeeeeeee :D Yeah niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

But he can be mean at the same time !

And his smart ! Like really smart :O Woahhhhhh ....

Haha his the only one who knows my terrible terrible worst side xD

And he is someone u can straight away open up too ^_^

yeahhh his my what u call KOKO ! xD

Haha big brother in other words :)

Muahaha apart from the super-bestie-Ken ,

I listen to Brandon like a lot lot xD

Haha the only person that manages to shoo me off to sleep early xD

Yes HE IS BRANDON :D

AND HE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND MALAY XD

So when I talk to him i cannot use like rojak language !!!

brandon !!! Go study malay yoooo !!

He wanna be an actuarialist ....

yeah i think i got it right :D

Haha good luck in that bro !

And ... GROW TALLER MUAHAHAHHA ! I AM ALREADY REACHING UR HEIGHT !

Your exactly like Shannon when it comes to girls xD

Haha Brandon likesssss NINJA :D

But he is a terrible one :P I'll get u i tell u >:(

Okayyyyy before i end up crapping about how awesome and terrible Brandon is ,

I BETTER CIAO XDDD MUAHAHAHA CIAOOOOO PEEPS :)

And yeah get to know Brandon , THOUGH HE IS MEAN he is NICE !

I know that doesnt make sense !!!!!!!

KUANGKUANGAKUANG !

MY SIZTO TWINIES :')

2012-01-07T14:27:00.002+08:00

Lemme intro u to ..... THE CUTE SIZTO TWINS :)

Yes that is their name :D

Met them in rally last year :D Gosh never regretted weih ...

They are like one of the most awesomest people on earth !

The one with the mole below her mouth is SHERRY :D

And the other one is JERRY XD Actually her name is Jeannie :P

But I prefer calling her JERRY ! Sherry Jerry xD

So yeaaahhh my nickname for her (Y)

So they are like this awesome twinies that loves taking pics !

Super happy and cute all the time xD

Unfortunately they live so far away :(

So we can only see them when there's some church's events.

Fortuantely they make the effort to come to our church weih xD

First time I knew them , they were like looking rather adult-ish :P

Hehe then afterwards , I found out they are same age as me ! xD

HAHA SO UNEXPECTED MANNNN !

Sooooo get to know them , AND U WILL HAVE A BETTER LIFE XD

Muahahahaha byeeeee twinies !

love u awesome peeps :D

Aaron DASS :D

2012-01-07T13:58:00.002+08:00

Muahahaha this is ....

Okay i wont tell you my nickname for him :P

He finds it weird D:

Such a meanie right ?!

ANyways , HI AARON XD

Okay he is a dude ... From church xD

Hmm really nice , really funny ...

And ... He tells me to go bed early too !

WHYYYYYY ?! WHYYYY IS EVERYONE TELLING ME TO GO TO SLEEP EARLY ?!

Oh wait , I know what is Aaron gonna say ...

because its good for ur health

* screams *

Haha anyways .... GET TO KNOW HIM :)

You'll never regret xD

Hahaha bye bye Aaron !!!!

Your so awesome :)

Joanne is OFFICIAL BACK !

2012-01-07T13:33:00.002+08:00

Imma do something I havent done in a while !

UPDATE MY BLOGGIE XDD

Haha sorrrrry for the late update !

I know it has been like weeks or something ?

No I am not busy with school , I mean school just started ....

So yeah not busy also xD Haha but its fun :D

well except for the waking up in the morning part :P

Goshhhhhhh I HATE MORNING SCHOOL ! Hehe kind of :D

But anyways I am glad to go back to school :')

And GUESS WHAT ?! I HAVE CHANGED !!!!!

Muahahaha so proud of myself , xD

And this is all because of Brandon :)

hehe thanks HiroHiro koko xD

Make sure no one else calls u by that :P

I actually sleep early , because of that deal i made him xD

Yeahhhhh he is one awesome brother man :D

And I have been doing great in school , so far no problem xD

Except the part where I am now seperated from the others :(

I;m in 3 CEMPAKA :D WOOHOOO CEMPAKA AGAIN !

with jien hern and gregory only :(

but anyways at least i have company :D

but i kind of feel rather ... drifted away from jason :/

Haha dont know why xD

Soooooo I'll be back ? I promise :D

Put my mask on !

2011-12-21T18:50:00.002+08:00

Goshh I hate it when I get emo man :O

Okay okay time to change mood kays ? :D

I'll ACT like I am fine just for u okay ?

Haha I'll act fine just to make sure u guys dont feel sympathy for me

Seriously I hate people who shows sympathy over little things ...

I just dont like it , I am sorry ...

You wanna show sympathy >

Show it to those out there who needs it.

I dont need it :)

I am strong so I can go through this , alone.

Wait ... Nicole will go through this with me too :)

AAww nicole me love u :D

Haha my acting so damn good right ? xD

It feels like I am fine all over again ...

LOL ! Haha anyways ....

YIPPEESS I GOT NEW SNEAKERS :D

Gosh I love them :P Haha its shooooo pretty :)

Haha actually I think every sneakers are pretty :3

Sneakers = Awesome !

Wheeeee :D Haha guess what ?

I AM NOT ON FACEBOOK :DDD

haha yeps yeps not interested leh :P

I dont wanna comment comment ,

then later if stumble onto his profile cry again ...

Jeez not my type :D

Haha actually I am christmas shopping now :D

Shopping with my ipad xD

So i am used to update using ipad now wheee :)

Uh so update u guys later kays ?

I am going to a new shop , ciaooo :P

First Confession , First Rejection , How Pathetic

2011-12-21T18:34:00.003+08:00

Jeez my life can be real sucky sometimes. Gosh I SO BADLY WANT TO CUSS RIGHT NOW ! SERIOUSLY ! Great , now im starting to tear up . Crappppppppppppppppppppp !!!! Uh thats the only word i can say I am so stupid , to get all my confidence , ALL OF IT . Just to send him a real long message to confess my stupid feelings. My stupid bloody shitty feelings ! Crap ! WHO EVEN CARES ABOUT ME ?! Okay so first time I am doing this , I dont know what to do seriously. Crap why did i even confessed ? I knew i was gonna get rejected , I'm just doing myself another stupid favor and screwing up messed up life Yeah as I knew it would be , rejection. SHITTTTTTTTTTTTT !!! CAN SOMEONE JUST SHOOT ME ALREADY ?! I'm so freaking glad he doesnt come to check out my blog man. If he does then he will get hurt. And if he gets hurt , I get hurt. WTHECK IS WRONG WITH ME ?! WHY AM I NOT LIKE OTHERS ?! Others say once u get rejected , whatever hurts them , pleases u But why is it whenever something upsets him , I cry double lots more ? Why is it when he feels guilty , I feel like stabbing myself for being ... For being such a biatch , a mean freak ! Gosh why does it even hurts so much ?! He already hurt me ! He hurt me more than my dad did , he hurt me more than my sister did , he hurt me more than anyone. Why do I even care for his feelings ? Dont he know how much I sacrificed?? Oh yeah , the right word , I am pathetic. I am such a screwed up girl. I keep hurting others , SHIT CAN SOMEONE JUST SHOOT ME ALREADY! It hurts so much , acting like nothing happened. Texting him back with smileys and all. Why ? Why do I keep thinking about others feelings when truly I'm broken? No matter how much someone hurts me , I feel terrible hurting them back God , why did I even send him the text ? Why did I even hurt myself more ? I am trying my best to forget this , to act as though I am fine. It hurts , telling everyone I am fine when still I can;t stop crying. It hurts a lot . Gosh I sliced myself a few times already ! It feels so much better compare to my heart. Why is it that I cant get over this. Why am I so screwed up ? God one most important question , Why did I even fall for him and break my heart like no one ever did? I always thought no one could break my heart , worst compare to how my family members did. But truly , I was wrong. One message from him and I had undergo a pain I never felt. Maybe I am over reacting because this is my first ? They say it hurts less , but actually day by day it hurts more.. Maybe it was because of the fact that I gave too much in this dream ? Screw my money I make sure when he text me I have credit. Screw my time I make sure when he text me I am awake. Screw my feelings I make sure when he tells me about a girl , I am there to support his relationship. Screw my heart , I make sure his heart gets taken care of. Yeah I clearly put too much effort in this. Thats why it hurts so much. Thats why it feels like I am stabbing myself. God , can u just take away this pain ?

Up For A Movie

2011-12-18T19:27:00.002+08:00

Heyyo :)

Okay so this is gonna turn out to be a crappy post ...

Why ? Because I am using my IPad for the first time to update bloggie.

So yeah ... I dont think there will much smileys or commas or whatever ...

gosh typing on my IPad is troublesome ...

seriously ...

Well I'm at Starbucks now :)

explains the coffee picture up there huh ?

So yeah I am drinking mocha with cream on top ...

I forgot what its called...

I never do the ordering lol ... my daddy normally does it for me ...

hmm so what am i gonna talk about ...

Well had an awesome chat time with James ...

dude u freaking awesome man :D

for u i put a smiley kays ... Hahahaha ...

Uh got pissed off ... Dont ask why ...

trying to cool down so yeah ...

i have been pissed off and on since like what 6pm or earlier ...

yeah i am totally pissed this time ... like seriously ...

I dont wanna say anything to hurt her but well ...

Let me cool down first then I will talk to her ...

but for now if i start talking to her ,

it might end up really bad ...

someone already pissed me off first thing in the morning ,

for the first time man ... he got on my nerves and i felt so pissed

no idea why anyways ...

then okay kind of mood ... then suddenly she comes into the picture

gosh , i seriously need time to cool down man ...

the kid next to me asked me if i was fine since i was typing furiously

okay so yeah maybe i am reacting too much ...

but seriously whatever i tell u dont have to be broadcasted ...

i got enough of those shits ... people keep broadcasting what i said

dont u have better jobs to do then broadcasting stuffs ...

this.pisses.me.off. i am now gonna drink then off to watch the movie

hope i can cool down by then ... i am gonna ignore her for the meantime ...

not because i hate her , because i need my personal space ...

oh and btw Shannon if ur reading this which u most probably arent ,

DONT MAKE ME SOUND LIKE A BAD GIRL IN UR BLOGGIE BOYYY !!!!

Haha people is gonna have a bad impression about me man xD

yay another smiley ... kays cooling down time ciaooo :D

James SAW !

2011-12-18T18:09:00.002+08:00

His name is Saw ... James Saw xD

Bahahaha xD I cant stop laughing thinking about Rally man !

So James had to be this Confused Spiderman :P

And he did it real good (Y) ohmygosh i LMAO literally xD

Haha well anyways :)

James is the one in blue shirt ... Uh the one with specs ...

The smiling one ? Dayumm guys do u got to be so similar ?! :O

Uh AHH JAMES IS THE ONE WITH JAMES IN HIS SHIRT :D

The right one xD

Haha yeps :) So James and I have been in the same Sunday school class since,

since we were kids I guess ? xD

Haha well I never really talked to him much :P

After Rally everything changed :) Seriously ...

Like I was always stuck with him , dinner , lunch , groups xD

Yeah so we were stuck together , then we talked a lot and stuffs :D

So we got kind of close , yeah like really close ...

Haha it was really good getting to know him better :)

Boy u such an awesome friend man :)

Haha without u knowing , I feel comfort in u :D

Sometimes just talking with u cheers me up :D

Thankiew James ! For everything :D

Thankiew for closing our bonds dude (Y)

U so awesome weih :D Haha super awesome :D

Hope to have a better year with u in sunday school next year :D

hehe and Andrew is gonna miss out a lot bro :P

Next year rally , we stick together again kays ?! xD

Haha awesome us :D

Need to go shoppin !

2011-12-18T18:02:00.002+08:00

Hey hey you you :D

Haha yeps as my title says it all ,

I NEED TO GO SHOPPING RAWR ! :3

Haha but of course I wont be shopping for DRESSES OR SKIRTS !

Or the WORST OF THEM ALL , HEELS ! D:

Seriously ... Yeps I told u im not typical girl man ...

I'm gonna shop for new jeans , more shirts , more shorts ,

more accesories (Y)

oh yeah and more cool bags (Y) and sneakers :D

Gosh I'm prolly gonna have to beg my daddy for his credit card man ...

Haha the last time i used his card the bill was like RM300 ++

And all I bought was books !

Gosh say whatever u want , nerdy me or whatever :P

I LOVE BOOKS WHATEVER IT IS :D

I mean whos dumb enough to not find the pleasure in books ?

Haha :) Anyways ... Anyways ... Anyways ... Im hungry :P

So yeah :D I'm gonna hit up couple pieces of pizza ,

grab the 1.5 litre of coke from the fridge ,

have some chips , ice cream and yeah ...

Lunch (Y)

Wait i had my lunch o.O

so more like tea :D

haha okay so its teatime (Y)

okay okay time to prepare tea xD ciao peeps !

Shannon Masaki Kobayashi :D

2011-12-18T17:45:00.003+08:00

Okay since I'm bored let's blog about Shannon :D

My kind of new close bestie ?

Hmm so lemme tell u more about Shannon other than his perasan looks ...

Well he is rather good looking ?

Hmm he transfered to Malaysia from Singapore for up till now , 5 years

Likes dancing and listening to music ? :)

He owes me 2 ice cream :O

He is crazy , hyper and gay ! HAPPY GAY :D

Got to know him from church ? gathering then added on Facebook ...

Then we had ... Uhh talks ?! xD

Haha yeps then we met again in Rally :D

And he was ... Happy gay there :D

He is my curly fringe buddy !!! :DDD

Okay so first time i saw him , i actually stared at his curly fringe !

It is super adorable :D

I pray he doesnt read this xD

He is a lazy bum so prolly he wont read it ? :)

Haha hmm anything else ?

Oh ya ! Mr Shannon Masaki Kobayashi wanna go emo :(

U wanna know u go ask him why !

He is so mean weih ... He turning emo is affecting me too ...

Shannon I'll buy u 2 big ice creams as big and curly as ur head :D Dont emo emo around here kays ??

Shoot ! I forgot basic info :O

His a 15 year old dude studying in DJ :)

and he has the cutest curly fringe on earth xD

And his ... Working ! Yeps :) he works , how independent right ?

Hmm his pretty crazy and wild too i guess :P

Whenever he dances ... It looks ... Uh cute ?

Haha i dont wanna comment about his dance moves larh ...

But he can dance (Y)

Just sometimes he moves ... Gosh im crapping -.-

Fortunately his off updating his bloggie ( hoefully )

so yeah he wont get any trace of this :P

well anyways girls out there , Shannon is NOT available unless ...

Unless ur CUTE or HOT ... or MATCHES HIS TASTE :)

Such a fussy boy right ?? I know he will murder me if he reads this -.-

Haha wait take that back ... He is scared of me xD

Haha and my buddies :D

Yeah cuz we awesome like that !

Okay so yeah thats all about Shannon I guess :)

He is a really nice , funny guy ...

Goes crazy lotsa times but he comforts u when u need it :)

Praise the Lord for giving me the ...

Weirdest - funniest - cutest - happy gayest - wildest - craziest -

danciest - friend :)

Haha get to know him and u never regret :P

Shoo Sweet !

2011-12-18T17:30:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh he is such a sweetie :')

Is this guy still available somewhere in the world or something ?

Cuz yeah I wanna find him , I need someone like him :D Isnt he just the sweetest ???

Sometimes , I ask myself ,

Is there someone out there who truly likes me ?

Someone who hurts skips a beat when I come in the picture ?

Someone who waits for my message every night ?

Someone who'd do anything just to keep my smile ?

Hmm probably not :D Haha all those guys that confessed , I rejected .

I never really tried going in a relationship before ,

I aim for a guy much higher in the sky ,

someone impossible to get ,

but without him , I dont think I will ever want to go in a relationship

Gosh why is he so stupid ?

He realizes every teeny tiny girl around him that checks him out ,

How about me ? Hello I am not just a doll here , I'm human !

Perhaps its because we have been besties for quite a while ?

So u tend to think my feelings wont go overboard ?

I always wanted to understand a guy's mind .

He says his looking for the right one ,

He says he will observe evryone ,

everyone but his bestie?

How pathetic -.-

No one understands

2011-12-18T17:26:00.002+08:00

They ask me why am I intending to give up on him ,

They ask me why am i not giving up on him yet ,

They ask why cry every night for a jerk ,

They ask stupid questions that make me wanna smash their head sometimes ,

Gosh , dont u understand ?!

Letting him go , hurts me , breaks my heart ,

giving him on him , makes me feel nothing but and empty shell ,

crying every night for a jerk like him makes me realize i love him and i dont

wanna let go ...

I'm sorry , I'm weak , fragile ,

I'm sorry I never show you guys how fragile I am ,

I just hope someday you will truly understand me ,

Stop day u will stop with all those shitty questions ,

Someday you will find out every answer for every question of yours ,

It just hurts , thats all.

Someone like you

2011-12-18T17:10:00.002+08:00

I'm so dumb , Falling for someone that breaks my heart every single minute , I kinda wonder why do I actually do that ? I guess its because no other guys make me smile for a long time just by one sms ? Or perhaps when u act dumb , i find u rather adorable , When u smile, I see no one but you , When u talk , it feels as though and angel is talking to me , When our eyes meet , I just dont wanna look away , FUnny thing is , u do this without much effort ... And u break my house without much effort too ... How great ...

Free :D

2011-12-18T10:32:00.002+08:00

YAHHOOO !!!!! :D I AM FREEEEEE :3

okay hold up , i sound like some of those free prisoners ...

when they get outta jail they go like I AM FREEEEEE :3

Goshhhh NOOOOOOOOOO !!!! ME NO WANT TO BE PRISONER :(

Okay okay so lemme rephrase that sentence ?

Uhhh well free ? Cool ... LOL better ke ?

haha forget the prisoner statement larh im gonna say it my way ,

WHEEEEEEEE IMMA FREEEEEEE :D

Hehe I've been crapping to u like for a while and havent told u why :P

Uh ... Because ! My daddy and my younger sister went out (Y)

she followed my daddy to work so it will take like hours till she comes back !

will miss u dearly babe ... NOT XDDD

My elder sister ? Oh shes nothing seriously xD

She has her headphones on 24/7 ...

and if its not on , her music will be blasting so yeah no problem :P

I can have a party here without her realizing it man xD

Okay so yeah , I SHALL BLAST MY MUSIC TOO !!!

GO CRAZY , EAT CRAZY , WATCH CRAZY ...

Jeez i sound crazy -.-

hehe anyways guess what mesoawesome did ??

mesoawesome created A NEW TUMBLR PROFILE !!!

but i still dont get it -.-

mesoawesome also REACHED 1000 TWEETS :D

mesoawesome so awesome right ???

haha BTW .... just for u who havent truly understand ,

mesoawesome is ----> MEEEEE :DDDDD

haha mesoawesome created so awesome name eh ?

no copying copycatters :P

Oh and to those copycatters out there , seriously get a life ...

im sick of people copcatting others -.-

i mean little little bit can larh , but the whole photocopy thing does not work yo

so un cool weih ...

ur made unique in ur way , u dont have to photocopy others ...

and wear it as ur masks ...

seriously :)

okay okay chatting time (Y) ciaoooo :D

Real Facts About Girls (A MUST WATCH)

2011-12-18T09:53:00.000+08:00

Good Morning :D

2011-12-18T09:14:00.002+08:00

Hey guys :D

I know I know no updates at all huh ?

I'm too lazy to on my laptop nowadays :P

Hehe i just eat , sleep and online using phone (Y)

oh and dont forget sitting in front of my tv all day :D

or perhaps sticking my nose into awesome books that i love so much :D

Hehe I have to enjoy this year man ... Enjoy it till the very end ...

next year I got to change , instead of taking everything easily,

I got to start learning , start doing my homework ...

I'm such an awful student this year seriously :O

I don't pay attention in class , don't do homework , don't study ...

I don't even know how I pass my exams man ... and my marks aint that bad ...

Even Jason is amazed xD Haha I'm such a unique girl :P

Anyways lemme tell u so far what happened ?

Though I have only been awake for like what ? Less than 5 hours ?

Hehe at least I woke up early today man ...

Like so much more earlier compare to normally i wake up ,

normally i'll get up at 2/3 and it takes lotsa time to get me off the bed xD

Today we had Sunday mass , so yeah wakey wakey early :D

So i woke up at 5 ... As usual I wake up easily on Sundays dont know why ?

then bathe , dress up , use laptop for a while ...

oh and watch a funny video ... Real Girl Facts xD

damn that man is super duper funny !

I share the video here later kays ?

Okay then off to church , wanted to register for Christmas party ...

But i didnt want to be alone so i texted few friends ...

And only like one replied since its like early ...

And I got pissed off messaging him ... Okay so dont ask why please ?

I seriously dont know either ... He just pissed me off ... Yeah * snaps *

just like that ! weird much ? Hmm ...

Maybe its because of the reason I like him ? Whatever he is such a jerk ...

He realizes every single babe that checks him out but me -.-

Screw it seriously ... Haha okay okay lets not spoil the mood ?

Uh well yeah he pissed me off and im like , no need go edi larh ...

then my father was like WHATTTT ?? Just now i was so hyper pleading to go

then another moment i was like , shit it , im not going ...

but fortunately my daddy is like really smart to not ask me why ...

well after that went for breakfast (Y)

then came back home , facebook :D

Haha then i thought , hey i should start tweeting (Y)

so i started , and my aim today is to reach a thousand tweets :D

Awesomeeeee right ?? haha ... well even changed my twitter background !

Okay so i'm pretty much crapping to u right now ??

Oh and MR SHANNON MASAKI KOBAYASHI ,

if ur even reading this , haha i dont think i ever told u bout my bloggie ?

but anyways ... Thankiew dudey for teman-ing me this past few nights ...

damn i felt so bored and everyone was sleeping early ,

fortunately u were always awake (Y)

u so awesome dude , thankiew :D

haha okay okay before i crap so much more here ciaooo !

have a great day peeps :)

MIGHT be coming later :P

SIC YOUTH RALLY 2011

2011-12-14T14:43:00.005+08:00

Hey peeps :D

Dont u just miss me ?!

Well i miss u thats for sure xD

WAIT SCRATCH THAT !

miss u when i was boarding the bus !

i totally forgot u when i reached rally man !

MAN IT WAS THE BEST EXPERIENCE OF MY WHOLE LIFE !

seriously nothing could beat this camp for me !

Okay so let me start of with the first day :)

well board the bus for like 2 hours then reached the venue !

was warmly welcomed by the team there and went to check out our dorms.

well to be frank , the dorm was cleaner this time.

the toilets wasn't that bad either !

then we had tea , some talks , dinner then ...

OPENING NIGHT ! WOOHOO !!!

it was AWESOME :D

Lala cowboy chinatown xD LOL WEIH !

OMG ANDY U SUPER FUNNY WITH BERNADETTE :D

We had awesome praise and worship then poof LIGHTS OUT !

i didnt sleep the whole night though xD

next day went to attend mass first thing ! :D

then had breakfast , my stomach was growling halfway during mass D:

after breakfast we had another round of praise and worship.

People was less lively that time , prolly because it was morning ?

then deng deng deng ! we got sessions !

well let me tell u something about this camp sessions ,

it was not boring at all !

all of it taught me something new ...

Benedict Lo and Father John Chia really tried their best !

So it was awesomeee :D videos , jokes , songs , all of it truly touched me.

but to tell the turth , the session surrender touched me the most.

then we had making melodies ! :DDD

woohoo ! well first day of making melodies i felt very weak D:

haha but anyways our making melodies was awesome ! :D

we had Rebecca Black me , Eminem Russell , Avril Lavigne Ashleigh

an d lots of other characters that i am so lazy typing out since my laptop is laggy xD

After making melodies we had some great lunch :D

well actually not so great ... the food wasnt really on time , and not that good :/

but oh well appreciate ! haha so yeah just eat it all :D

then we had some praise and worship and a session !

we had tea then change to ... OUR GAMES OUTFIT ! :D

Games was awesomeee :)

After games was dinner , praise and worship and session again :)

then the highlight of today ,

DANCE DANCE DANCING WITH THE LORD ! :DD

GOSH I TRULY WENT CRAZY WITH JANICE , VERON AND NICOLE MAN !

3 OF US WAS SERIOUSLY DANCING WITH THE LORD ,

LIFTING UP EVERYTHING TO THE LORD !

and Shannon kept coming to us scaring either me or Janice or Veron xD

He was definitely going crazy too :D

We had supper then , not much went due to lack of strength xD

We had a group discussion then lights out ! didnt sleep much again this time xD

next day we had usual routine larh :)

breakfast , praise and worship , one session , mass , making melodies and lunch :)

after lunch another applause for praise and worship ! then session and tea :)

it's 3.25 pm and ... YOU ARE LOVED :)

Hehe someting i learnt in rally :) uh we had games after that !

dirty dirty games xD but it resembles the 09 games so much weih ...

well then we had bathe , session Surrender and dinner and praise and worship.

after that we had to prepare our tissues for INNER HEALING !!!

Gosh higlight of that day man ... i cried everything out ..

all the hatred , all the pain , everything ...

u know what amaze me the most ? that even the coolest guys cried like really a lot !

we had supper , then lights out ...

this time i slept , gosh my eyes was looking terrible weih ...

next day was the day to go back to sic :(

with heavy hearts we board the buses and left ...

gosh we so badly wanna stay weih ... everyone wanted to ...

we had a much much more lovelier breakfast back in sic , praise and worship and session

those were the last ones ... after that we had awesome lunch !

and making melodies presentation :D

ours was great xD haha well it was , we all tried our best !

Other groups too was great xD Aaron running after his cow !

Eh cow come back xD Teh o ais tak mau ais tak mau teh !

Ken's nasi goreng , nasi tak mau goreng xD

walao damn funny weih our making melodies session !

then some groups did singing and dancing (Y) salute u !

we then had tea and announcement of the catfex game ! i lost xD

we then had preparation for mass , closing mass and photo snapping !

oh we also had one part specially to ask each other's signature :)

after that we had dinner and CLOSING NIGHT :D

during closing night the last part was to take some paint

and apply it on the other friends face like a cross to show that yeah they are blessed

well i cried a lot , having to depart from my awesome friends that i just met ...

clement , sam , janice , chanelle , jeanette , russell , all of them ...

oh and dont forget the most lovable twins , sherry and jeanie or in my words

sherry and jerry :')

thank u for giving me such a good end of the year , my heart truly felt touch

and i found new comfort in this new friends .

thank u for everything , God Bless :)

I'm off to go ! oh btw the necklace up there is from my beloved Nicole that i love so much xD

and the watch ring from Marissa

Final Goodbye :)

2011-12-08T23:52:00.002+08:00

And I have finished packing ,

I am not gonna look back when I go ,

I am not gonna miss anyone here ,

I am gonna have fun there ,

I am going for ...

YOUTH RALLY 2011 :DDDD

OMGGGG I SOUND LIKE I AM GOING FAR AWAY AND NEVER COMING BACK XDD

LOOOOOOL :3 yes i am finally done packing !!

Haha well i dont think i wil be updating u ...

i'll be more on facebook and say goodbyes :P

So yeah HAVE FUN WITHOUT ME :')

Destiny

2011-12-08T18:48:00.002+08:00

Lalalala ~

yes random title , random picture and random post xD

LOOOOOL yeah what the picture say :P

Listen to the picture listen to the picture

* hypnotize u *

LOOOOL hypnotize yet ? :P

Btw i dont know how to spell hypnotize :D

hehe so jangan marah please xD

U know what ?

Isnt it weird when a foreigner stumbles to my bloggie and

they look at my malay words inserted here and there ...

they will be like what the heck is the kiddo crapping ?! xD

LOOOOOOL im being random again right ? :D

Hehe sorry ;3

Ughhh why must today be the day ?! :(((

The day i get it -.-

YES !

2011-12-08T18:43:00.002+08:00

YAY YIPPEES :D

i finally found a small luggage !

and yes ,

the huge cupboard was where i found it :D

haha super funny weih ,

this huge cupboard has almost everything :D though the luggage looks really old D:

Hehe anyways , Heathe was with me when i was finding for a luggage ,

then she was like WHY ARE U CRAWLING IN THE HUGE CUPBOARD ?!

LOOOOOL because its huge Heather !!!

And stuffed with stuffs xD

Okay so u see that picture up there ?

Heather had this fluffy cute new born puppy

* i still hate dogs *

and she blowed its hair making it something like that picture xD

OKAY CUTE BUT I STILL HATE ANIMALS :P

Thats why she sulks whenever she have to depart from Pochy ....

inorite such a weird name ?! -.-

Heather i am betting u there are millions of people saying Pochy sounds weird

and she loves going like Yippee Pochy Yippee and that

puppy will start barking -.-

WTHECK HEATHER ?! WTHECK ?!

LOOOOL im going ...

ciaoooo :P

OHMYGOODNESSME!!

2011-12-08T18:38:00.002+08:00

Hello hello there !

YES WHATS WITH THE PICTURE RIGHT ?!

OMGGGGGG I FORGOTTEN SOMETHING D:

IDONOTHAVEALUGGAGEFORRALLY D:

crapshootstupidbrainlessassuseless !!!

AHHHHHHH NOW WHAT AM I GONNA DO ?! D:

I dont wanna bring a big luggage -.-

Hmm maybe i can go in the huge cupboard and find something ?

* crawls in the cupboard *

ttyl ! bye bye :3

Childhood Lovers

2011-12-08T17:33:00.001+08:00

Isn't it sweet ?

When someone tells you about their childhood lover ?

Just hearing them talk about it makes me so jealous weih ...

Haha cuz i never had a childhood lover xD

Why ? Haha because I thought love was a fool :P

Yeps :3 But i found out some people who takes me as their childhood lover o.o

Hehe sweet guys :')

I'm waiting :(

2011-12-08T17:28:00.002+08:00

Dear you , When are you gonna talk to me like this ? When are you gonna finally tell me those words that I want to hear for so long ? Do you know I have been waiting for what seems like a very long time ? No ? Are you wanting me to take the first step ? Or are you wanting me to forget you ? I know you love her so much , but i cannot forget you. Could you at least stop being so nice to me and make me stop going crazy for you? From Joanne :)

Me and my sister :P

2011-12-08T17:23:00.002+08:00

So me and my sister is like this xD

Well not to boast or anything ,

but normally i will be the one to tolerate ,

then i got sick of it -.-

i mean for things not my fault aso , i kena weih ...

jeez ... so from now on no more tolerating ,

screw it if we end up never talking ,

she needs to learn to tolerate too ,

im sick of tolerating , not gonna do it again.

let her learn her lessons , then only she will start being fair

and tolerating with others too ...

Buying highlighters :)

2011-12-08T17:20:00.002+08:00

Just now we stopped at the bookshop ,

Daddy was like choosing highlighters went this teen

came by him and looked at the highlighters too.

Then she brought out a paper like the one up there ,

and started choosing highlighters based on that xD

The whole time my daddy was tahan-ing his laughter ,

when she finally paid he burst out laughing like hell !

Humiliating but ah well THAT WAS FUNNY :D

We all started laughing and then the cashier

and other customers was like staring at us ,

then we awkwardly walk out and laughed again in the car

LOOOOOL today my daddy so funny xD

EVERYDAY IM SHUFFLING :D

2011-12-08T17:16:00.003+08:00

OMGGG JUST HEARD LMFAO SONG IN THE CAR JUST NOW XD this picture suits my daddy weih !! It was exactly this part when the girl says , We just wanna see ya , SHAKE THAT ! * pauses * That's the end ? Or radio rosak ? my father ask xD Then suddenly EVERYDAY IM SHUFFLING ! MY DAD PULLED THE BRAKES MAN !!!! AND IM LIKE WHATTTT ?! AND HIS LIKE WHATS WITH THIS SONG ??!!! LOOOOOOOOOOOL DADDY U SO FUNNY :3 HAHAHAHA XDDD he complained about it the whole time after that xD Hehehe :3 Annoying but funny ! We all laughed out buttocks off weih :D

Superduperlovehim !!

2011-12-08T17:12:00.003+08:00

Dinasaur RAWRS :0

People say its to show their love for each other :D

Aaww :') How cute weih !!

Hehe how must i show my love for him ?

I cant be rawr-ing ...

Jeez i saw his new picture !!!!!!!

FREAKING CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE * FAINTS *

i can stare at it all day and squeal non stop !!!

God made him so perfect :')

Hehe perfect boy , I know i dont deserve you but at least lemme dream about u :')

I know I am not good enough for you , at all ,

but dreaming about u is more than enough :P

Hehe :3 So yeah ...

kay back to staring at his picture xD

Hehe ciao :3

Watching Spongebob :)

2011-12-08T17:08:00.002+08:00

Hehe guess what am i watching ?!

Yes spongebob :DDD

Haha damn adorable weih :P

Patrick as usual the funny one weih xD

Spongebob freaking cute :DDD

Haha , uhh i dont think i will be updating wattpad weih :(

Im gonna be really busy /...

I havent even started packing !!!!!!!

Wtheck is wrong with me ?! D:

I should be packing in the afternoon xD

Haha uhhh pay attention to Spongebob !

haha ciaoooo :P

Lalalala Hello !

2011-12-08T16:53:00.002+08:00

Hello :)

Haha guess what time I slept yesterday ? o.O

AT 5 :DDD Hehehe :3

And woke up at 2 ? :D

Such a pig I know :P

But i gotta enjoy my sleep kays ? Well today is a busy busy day :)

Uh woke up , bathe , eat lunch , go bank , follow daddy go clinic

then go cut my hair :P

YAY MY HAIR IS LESS BUSHIER AND SHORTER NOW (Y)

and i got a long fringe or something xD

Hehe :3 But it's rather bouncy -.-

Hehe anyways , later going to Giant get some stuffs for camp ,

then need to go Subang and grab some Christmas decorations ;)

Oh ... such a great day man ! Though very busy :P

Haha I'm gonna miss you weih bloggie ^^

After tomorrow I will be leaving your for like four days D:

Okay I am going off !

Update u later :)

Goodbye :P

Good Afternoon :)

2011-12-07T14:34:00.003+08:00

Hello Hello :)

Haha just woke up man ...

Now gonna eat , gosh i still feel sleepy ...

Haha i need to drink coffee man !!!!!!

Okay so i updated my story yesterday ,

though not so much D:

But still the last chapter i updated was satisfying .

Seriously , even my friends say so :)

I am so proud of myself man ...

Will try to update more , goodbye people ;)

New Teddy Teddy

2011-12-06T22:33:00.002+08:00

Yay !!! Today i got a new teddy :D

Yeah its something like that one up there ,

just better SINCE IM THE ONE HOLDING IT XDDD

Hehe perasan me :3

Hi spongebob !

Say hi to those out there ;D

Haha I'm pretty much sticking to it the whole time.

I sound kiddish I know but ah well who cares :P

Omgggg how am i gonna update u when im in camp :'(

Aaww u gotta live on without me babe ...

Live on without me ...

And now im gonna update wattpad ...

LOOOOOL wish me luck please :D

I'm having a headache everytime i try writing :(

Pray for me :)

Thankiew :')

My big pretty eyes

2011-12-06T22:30:00.003+08:00

one of the most common thing someone says when they first meet me ,

you have pretty big eyes xD

And eyelashes :DDD

hehe so proud of myself :3

Look at the puppy up there ! Yes my eyes are as pretty like those :D

Just ... IT HAS PRETTY EYESLASHES (Y)

Hehe :3 dont u just loveeee my eyes :P

U dont ? Well thats because u havent seen it yet xD

Haha comment only when u've seen it :DDD

Haha LOOOOOL :D

I know im being very perasan now xD

Painful Goodbyes

2011-12-06T22:05:00.003+08:00

You never said a proper goodbye ,

You never explained it ,

Then when u feel like it ,

you come back into my life ,

Make me feel confused about what happened between us

But you still wont explain ,

After a while , you leave again.

And I'll wrath in pain again ...

Hello :3

2011-12-06T20:20:00.002+08:00

Heyyy :)

LOL missed me ? :3

Haha i have been updating my bloggie so its a good thing right ? o.O

Haha anyways ... Anyways ...

Uh ... anyways ...

i havent updated my wattpad yet D:

LOOOOOOOOL updating it later xD

late night kays ? :3

Uhhh anything else i need to tell u guys ?

Oh yeah the picture up there :"(

MEFEELSUPERHEARTBROKENWEIH !

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ?????

HE IS OWNED ! Stupid girl :(

He went for such a slut ... Omggg i am being so mean ...

Ah well , anything to cheer myself up ...

Haha Kennnnnn :) You also got someone edi !!!!!!

Haha LOOOOOOL joking ! joking !

Ken if ur reading this u should know why i said that :P

Okay im crapping right ?

BUT HIS OWNEEEEEED D:

BY SUCH A STUPID SLUTTTT !!!

That loves flirting every minuteeeeee !

Jeez im being so mean :'(

Not gonna update till night

2011-12-06T17:54:00.002+08:00

Hehe im not gonna update wattpad till night :3

tired leh , need to relax first xD

Haha but im gonna write a good chapter next :D

By tomorrow i should have finish 2 chapters of soul drifter

and 3 chapters of my secret relationship

i hope ... gosh its such hard work ...

haha no wonder not everyone get to be an author :P

Wookays going now :)

Phew

2011-12-06T17:21:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps :)

Haha sorry busy busy !

Not updating wattpad either ...

Had some stuffs to do , and im not gonna say what it is yo xD

Haha so far I only updated one chapter of soul drifter.

it was a hard chapter though ...

Why ?

Uh because it needed a lot of imagination ,

i had to talk about the soul drifters history and world.

well actually soul drifter does not exist , i made it up so yeah

really hard xD

Haha wookays now im going :P

Ciao people :)

Have a great day !

I will be trying to update again :P

Wattpad Watty Awards :D

2011-12-06T15:24:00.002+08:00

Yippeess :DDD

WATTPAD'S WATTY AWARDS IS UP :DDD

OMGGG VOTE VOTE VOTE :DD

Goshhhh I can't stop voting :DD

I hope A & D , Childhood Lovers and My Soulmate is A Big Bad Wolf

really wins :D

Haha i will post the winning books weih :)

Off to go voting ciaoooo :)

Some crap :)

2011-12-06T14:43:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyyyy :D

I know i havent been updating u ,

i havent ever been updating my wattpad -_-

Haha why ?

Well mostly is because I'm out or downloading stuffs

so when i download stuffs my laptop react slower

and if i do too much of stuffs , it stops responding

wtheck right ? -_-

HAha LOOOOL so im finally down with my downloads :D

Oh oh did i tell u i watched BREAKING DAWN 2ND TIME ?!

hehe my daddy was so awesome :)

He brought us out at 10 !

Daddy i loveeee u :P

Hmm i better be updating u guys a lot weih ,

this Friday will be my Rally camp or in other words

Church camp :D YIPPES :)

Haha i'm trying to write 3 extra chapters for wattpad too

omg ... its gonna be such a hard work weih ...

3 chapters for both story , Soul Drifter and My Secret Relationship.

Jeez ... I'm gonna start now ...

Check u later ...

Haha ciao people :) Have a great day :)

Back :D

2011-12-03T19:25:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh seriously I'm sorry ! Heather and Stephanie killed me for this !

Haha i didnt update u guys after the few chapters right ?

Why ? Well I started my new story , then my laptop started getting laggy.

I was rather lazy to wait so after finishing one a half box of pizzas,

I hit the bed ! Haha yeps :)

Went to sleep and woke up at only like 6 something ?

* groans * I seriously didnt get much sleep last night.

Anyways i've reached my target for today :D

Finish two chapters of My Secret Relationship (Y)

AND STARTED SOUL DRIFTER :DDD

Haha those who read it i loveeeee you :)

And those who havent , CHECK IT OUT CHECK IT OUT XDD

Well around 10 people texted me that Soul Drifter was wayyyyy better

than My secret relationship ...

Well I guess I know why :P

My Secret Relationship is a typical love story man ...

And plus it was my first book ...

Didnt get much ideas and experience that times ...

Haha Soul Drifter ...

I read so many cool books like that and i have awesome dreams ,

something like that so yeah :D

I got ideas , and plus after My Secret Relationship ,

i know what people out there wants (Y)

And im determined to write this book !

Oh those readong My Secret Relationship ,

it might end though ...

Few more chapters then im closing it :D

Haha ! So yeah ... But then there will be a continuation.

So enjoy it while u can !

and soul drifter ! MAKE ME PROUD BOOKIE XDD

hehe ciaoooo :3

One down , one to go !

2011-12-03T13:00:00.002+08:00

Yay ! One chapter down one more to go !

Jeez writing a story is really hard , and I am running outta ideas.

LOL 16 chapters already and only 38 pages.

Well it's like the other books too ...

I guess mine's not that interesting though.

Hmm crap i forgot ! I should work on my new story too for the sake of Marissa

* groans * Jeez I'm having a really dificult time right now weih ! Haha ! An author really have a terrible burden.

I can't believe I actually thought of being an author once ! Jeez imagine the stress I have to go through ,

I'll perhaps quit the job before I manage to finish a book xD

Okay ! Pizza delivery right now !

Hehe gonna order pizza then back to work.!

Ciao people :)

Oh and those authors out there ,

Seriously GOOD LUCK :)

Me back in the house !

2011-12-03T12:01:00.003+08:00

AND JOANNE IS BACK TO BLOGGING ^^

missed me peeps ? :)

Haha sorry about such late updates D:

Sorry Stephanie and Heather ! I know u guys have been stalking me for a long time

and i know u guys are craving for updates >:)

this for u sexays xD

Hmm i wonder why havent i been blogging ?

Oh ya ! Because i have been reading stories on wattpad :D Haha and plus my cousins came down !

Hmm i have been reading so much stories and i havent update my story much xD

Jeez today i gotta finish at last 2 chapters !

Wish me best of luck :D Oh and wish my friend Mr Shannon Masaki Kobayashi luck too !

Haha he knows why XPP

And and ... Kennnnnnn too :D This coming Tuesday will be his last SPM paper and he has a secret thing going on >:)

LOOOOOL ! HAHA WOOKAYS IM DONE HERE :D

now to wattpad ! Dont worry i'll catch up with u guys shortly :P

Yes Heather , Yes Stephanie SHORTLY XPPP

Hehe ciaooo ! :3

Form 2 D:

2011-11-28T14:15:00.002+08:00

aaww :( memories of form 2 life * flash back *

* laughs like crazy woman *

OMGGG HAHA !!! WE HAD SUCH FUNNY MOMENTS MAN XDD

HAHA AND PERVERT MOMENTS !!

LOL ... jeez i can never forget this moments man :')

Form 3 will be a brand new year , hope it has better memories with besties

and hope it'll be a good year to me ...

damn , i so will sacrifice anything to go back to form 2 life

best year ever (Y)

troubles coming in and going out too

but hey that makes us closer :')

i miss u guys Jason , Jien hern , Rachel , Alexia , Greg and Alexia :)

Lunch :3

2011-11-28T14:05:00.002+08:00

Hmm * stomach growls *

let's see what's for lunch today ,

* open fridge *

WHAT THE HECK ?! MY FRIDGE IS FULL OF M&M :D

HAHAHA YAHOOO ! YEAHHH :D

THATS MY LUNCH TODAY MAN !!!

i kinda wonder why is it full of it ,

but then who cares its time for me to enjoy this small balls xD

WAIT I SAID IT AGAIN XDDD

SMALL BALLS ! LOOOOOOL !!! HAHAHA !

what's with me and balls :p

hehe :3 so what's ur lunch today ?!

haha betting not as nice as mine (Y)

ciao people !

have a great lunch xD

SMALL BALLS LOOOOOOL XDDDD

Christmas !

2011-11-28T13:44:00.004+08:00

Yay !! The favorite time of the year has come again :D

Well haha not yet larh :P Hmm few more weeks but ADVENT STARTED :D

so yeah its near xD

Haha aren't you guys excited !

Gosh ... it all started with our little Jesus boy ,

being born into a manger ... Damn ... he gives us such a good celebration :')

Haha !! Christmas manger (Y)Haha Christmas is all about his birth !

i Kinda wonder where did the word CHRISTMAS come from ?

Hmm hold on lemme google it :D

Ohh got it ! Haha the word Christmas is actually a combination of two words

Christ's Mass ... Hmm it makes sense :D this is about his birth !

Oh my i havent put up my christmas tree ! D:

Only gonna put it up when my elder sister finishes her stupid SPM !

Aaww i wanted to put it up earlier !

Haha but its okay. At least we are still putting it up (Y)

Hmm we should buy new balls man ...

WAIT I DID NOT JUST SAY BALLS XDDD

HAHAHAHA LOL ! okay okay we need to buy new CHRISTMAS balls xD

I wonder what theme are we using this year ?

Its got to be pretty man cuz im gonna cam whore with my tree this year >:)

Oh crap !

I just remembered that i havent done my Christmas present list yet D:

Aiyoooo must go do now xD Haha !

santa Santa please gimme lots of stuffs this year :P

Hmm i think i shall post my christmas list this year here :D

haha or maybe i should not write on this year ?

Yeah ...

I guess i should not write this year ...

Hmm i've been asking for stuffs a lot this year and i got it :)

So its sufficient enough xD

UHHHH I NEED TO GO CHRISTMAS SHOPPING FOR MY BUDDIES D:

jeez this year is so last minute because of her man -_-

haha but well better not be pissed off on such a good season :D

Sadly though , Mummy's only coming back on the 28th ...

Theres no earlier tickets.

Haha but I'm pretty sure there's ticket for ARTHUR CHRISTMAS :D

haha omggg i wanna watch this cartoon so badly xD

i saw the trailer and im like MUST WATCH THIS :D

Haha i shall watch this with my family then.

It will be our Christmas movie xD

Haha i bet the whole cinema will be packed !

Arthur Christmas (Y)

gosh im so excited for Christmas :D

haha let's see how it turns out man (Y)

Love's in the air

2011-11-28T13:21:00.003+08:00

A ray of hope flickers in the sky ,

A tiny star lights up way up high ,

All across the land dawns a brand new morn ,

This comes to pass , that love is in the air.

A silent wish sails the seven seas ,

The winds of change whisper in the tree ,

And the walls of doubt , tumble tossed and torn

This comes to pass , that love exist somewhere

A rosy hue settles all around ,

You start to feel your on solid ground ,

For a spell of two no one seems forlorn ,

This coomes to pass , love is hidden around here

It's all a dream an illusion now ,

It must come true , sometime , soon somehow ,

All across the land dawns a brand new morn ,

This comes to pass , u have tasted love

- Andrea Bocelli When A Child is Born -

( changed some lyrics )

- A Christmas carol song that gives hope -

Let Love Go

2011-11-28T13:14:00.002+08:00

Haha nice picture right ?

I dont think though its gonna be a happy post this time :(

Hehe I guess I'm starting to move on.

Yeah as people said , its time to let love go.

This love I had on him , it trapped me.

I couldnt move free much.

I couldnt see other guys and keep rejecting them.

It made me blind.

He doesnt know how much he means to me.

Perhaps never will.

His a selfish pig , but i loved him so much.

Now is time to move on ,

Perhaps I should look on to those who confessed to me ,

but its hard since i cry every night , wanting him.

His torturing me , he hurts me a lot ...

I haven't talked to him in a long time ,

And he didn't even realize that

I'm gonna start letting the bird free.

Let it fly , to another one right now ,

and hopefully , it flies to the right one .

i can't stand more hurt than i already have now

i hope he would realize someday , everything i sacrficied for him.

YESTERDAY NIGHT WHATSAPPING WITH BUDDIES (Y)

2011-11-27T22:31:00.002+08:00

OMG YESTERDAY NIGHT WAS AWESOME (Y)

haha :D me , Jason , Greg and Rachel was whatsapping from 12 - 4

OMG HAHA WHATSAPP WAS AWESOME (Y)

IT WAS DAMN FUN WEIH :DDD

Really wanna go back to yesterday weih !

haha it was way beyond awesome (Y)

talked non stop xD

Made fun of each other :D

And we drank milo at the same time xD

Hehe it all started from Jason :P

Hmm hope today turns out to be the same fun thing weih :D

BREAKING DAWN OUTING :D

2011-11-27T22:14:00.002+08:00

Okay today was simply awesome :D

cutting out the part where I have to rot and die with my fucking sister.

YES I CUSSED ONCE !!! IM SO FUCKING ANGRY WITH THAT BITCH MAN.

Phew ... chillax babe chillax xD

So let me tell u all about today :D

Haha went to church , well i was freaking angry so i didnt really enjoy church.

In fact i was pissed throughout the whole mass.

I know its wrong but i couldnt help it.

Went to have breakfast after that , McD

and then went home and rot and die

AFTER A WHILE I GOT DROVE TO CHURCH (Y)

Signed up for rally then followed Marissa's car to Curve :D

Hehe Curve is our usual outing place :D

haha well this was supposed to be our plan , Breaking Dawn , SCREAM OF HAPPINESS ,

Lunch , shopping and then SLEEPOVER :D

but then my sister cried over she didnt get to go for sleepovers

during my age so my daddy didnt let me go.

THE REASON U DIDNT GO RETARD IS BECAUSE U DIDNT HAVE TRUE FRIENDS

but ignore that ...

haha we went McD first grab something and then went up

FOR THE OH SO AWWESOME BREAKING DAWN (Y)

OMG THE WORDS TO DESCRIBE THE MOVIE WAS AWESOME

PERFECT !wait i think NOTHING DESCRIBES HOW AWESOME IS IT

seriously its way too awesome !

Haha we were though THE NOISIEST PEOPLE IN THE CINEMA XDD

Hehe Nicole , Marissa and Me was laughing and exclaiming the whole time :D

We went to shop for food after that for the sleepover that i couldnt go :(

Haha but it was awesome though :D

WE ALSO GOT SOME DISGUSTING JELLIES XDDD

HAHA FOR FREEEEE :DD LOLLLL !

Aunty Lelia bought for me some stringy candies but i dropped it all when i opened

:((( AND THE POOR LITTLE KIDDY ME STARTED WEEPING A LITTLE !

Fortunately , my BESTIES brought me in to buy more stringy candies (Y)

Oh we did went for lunch too :D

Hehe Marissa's daddy shop is as usual , AWESOME :)

Well then Aunty Lelia drove me back to a shitty day.

Haha but well i had an awesome day already ...

So just the thought of the awesome day helps me through the shit :)

thanks besties ,

ANDY NEXT TIME U SO MUST COME

WE MISSED U SO MUCH BABE :(((

I SO BADLY MISS NICOLE AND MARISSA NOW!

THEY ARE PROBABLY WATCHING TEEN WOLF :((

its okaY NEXT TIME BABIES :D

Music Calms Me =]

2011-11-23T19:03:00.002+08:00

Hello :)

Haha in case u havent realized i changed my music mixer :]

hehe :3 nice weih ...

damn i dont know what am i ever gonna do without music ! dont u love music too ?

Hmm its kinda cool u know that sometimes music's the only thing that calms me

theres nothing that would calm me at times ...

sometimes i feel so upset hearing music makes me feel better :P

Evil Clown :3

2011-11-23T18:28:00.003+08:00

hehe got u there huh ?

my buddy the evil clown :P

he is a cool serial killer ...

his laughter , oh dont u get goosebumps when he do laugh

his stare , damn it looks freaking cool !

haha well meet my buddy the evil clown :')

he might just come visit u tonight ! RAWR :3

Free when the sun sets

2011-11-23T18:24:00.002+08:00

Baby i put my hands up high in the air ,

high high , high in the air ! :D

I get free when the sun sets ,

sun sun yeah when the sun sets ! :)

:3 make the sun set fast , let the night speed up

i wanna feel free ,

i wanna fly free ,

break this chains , that hold me back from fun

break this bars , that keep me away from getting naughty

chase this people , that keep me away from reality.

yeah i dont wanna be a good girl anymore.

Baby Im growing up :)

Im being watched o.o

2011-11-23T18:20:00.002+08:00

Jeez how i hate being home alone ,

or being in a room alone ...

Its freaky ! That i can tell u D:

super freaky !

i mean like i am not afraid of ghosts or devils creeping up to me

like i give a damn about them ,

i will just smack them in the head real hard to make sure they dont come again

but what if its someone ...

a real human ?

coming to either rape u , rob you , kill u or the worst STEAL UR FOOD :(((

DAMNNN ! haha if he touches either my gadgets , or food

its kinda obvious that he is gonna get smacked down !

im just afraid of getting killed !

it sure is gonna be torturing ...

Hmm getting kidnapped sounds cool :D

haha ! i mean like we will be brought everywhere and get new experience

hmm lets see if i get kidnaped one day :P

hehe :3

Wasted Ticking Time

2011-11-20T18:02:00.003+08:00

Jeez all this holiday ,

time ticks very slow ...

and all its wasted ...

because the whole time im sitting in front of the laptop

Aint there anything nicer to do ?>

Seriously weih ...

Trapped.

2011-11-20T16:58:00.002+08:00

Jeez ...

I feel so trapped at home

So boring weih ...

Theres nothing to do here ...

Its like being locke up or something.

I really wanna get out ...

Wanna be less trapped.

I wanna be flying ,

Flying in the open air ,

Being more free.

I Love When A Guy Does This :')

2011-11-20T16:55:00.002+08:00

Damn i want a guy just like him weih.

Sweet , kiddish , loving.

I bet he has the most kissable lips in the whole world.

Hmm , I'm so afraid of taking chances ,

So afraid of confessing ,

How am I ever gonna find you?

How am I ever gonna seek the right person ?

Me without You

2011-11-20T16:52:00.002+08:00

What's facebook without friends?

What's youtube without videos ?

What's google with no results?

What's me without you?

Nothing

No one

Those are the answers.

And those are the reasons why I need u so badly

Those are the reasons babe , those are the reasons :')

Social Networks and Reality

2011-11-20T16:42:00.002+08:00

Haha well to me it doesnt really happen i guess?

Once i talk to u socially , i talk to u in life too :D

Cuz im an OFK

Over friendly kiddo :P

hehe :) but i realize this in a lot of other people ...

I thought they were like besties through their wall posts

then in reality ...

No convo at all ....

Awkwardness man xD

Hehe :)

Truth fact about girls xD

2011-11-20T16:38:00.002+08:00

Haha truth about girls :)

Though i find me a little different ?

I am rather patient , always waiting :P

I am a lawyer though :P Always fighting with the other guys and win :P

Well I get emotional at times

But mostly i keep to myself :P

I am immatured but not seeking attention -_-

Its just that i havent grow up yet i guess ? :)

Haha but the last one is so totally true ;)

Yoooo girls ! Last one is for u out there :P

I'm sorry.

2011-11-20T16:32:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry , I just love you too much.

I dont think theres anyone else who'll love u like i do.

I hope .. I hope u'll realize that I wanna be something more than a friend

I want you.

2011-11-20T16:28:00.002+08:00

I dont know whats playing in ur mind weih ...

U say u like her , but then everything u do makes me think u like me

Whenever i hate you , u say u'll never let go ..

U'll say that ur sorry and u need me back.

When i feel hurt , u say its okay , im always here

When i feel down , u do ur best to cheer me up

When i laugh , u say i have such a musical pretty voice.

When i cry , u say lean on me.

Whats up in ur head?

Is it just me being too naive ?

Or is it you , hiding ur true feelings .

U make my whole head feels so messed up.

Funny thing is ,

now i dont want anyone else , anyone but you.

U make my heart skip a beat

U make me so hurt when ur sad

It feels like paradise when ur around me .

Jeez ...

I really am falling for you.

Im sorry ! D:

2011-11-20T16:22:00.002+08:00

IM SORRY !

i promised u guys an update but i got so tired on that day ,

and yesterday i was playing Social Empires the whole time !

Haha well Rachel's house was awesome :D

Loads of fun stuffs we did there :D

I love the last part where only the four of us ,

me , jason , greg and rach was left ...

The others went back ...

So we went to this apartment and started hanging around there.

Damn we are lifeless but i kinda find it fun xD

Haha ! Well how was ur day today ?!

Hmm mine's pretty okay only ...

I havent had the chance to get out of the house for a long time

as in go shopping and all larh :)

Jeez ... Boring holidays weih ...

I rather sacrifice this 'fun' holiday and go to school ...

At least there's more adventures there ...

Hehe ... Well lets see what happens kays ?

ciao people :P

In Rachel's house:)

2011-11-18T10:35:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy :)

I'm updating u guys from Rachel's house :)

Haha! What have we done so far ?

Hmm ... We went to her house , play around for a while

then eat breakfast :)

Haha the walk to the mamak stall was fun man !

make so many jokes :)

damn i will miss this memories !

haha i will be updating u guys later kays ?

Haha we are gonna play with board games first :)

Ciao peeps !

LOve ya guys :P

Oh btw , Rachel , Jien Hern , Jason and Greg are the only ones here :3

Gita is coming at 12 :P

And Alexia has some porn videos to film :P

Hehe sorry for being so open :P

CIao agaiN ! haha check u later !

I promise :)

CRAVINGS :3

2011-11-14T18:37:00.002+08:00

DAMN IM CRAVING FOR CANDIES AND SWEETS !!!

i must have them :3

havent had those in a long long time !

uhhh DADDY I NEED SUGARRRR :3

can i have all those in the pictures ?!

it looks damn delicious :3

PLEASE SOMEONE GET ME !!!

RACHEL AND MARISSA IF UR READING THIS BUY FOR ME PLEASE XPPP

haha crazy for all of this ! Rachel ! U BETTER BUY AND PREPARE ALL OF THIS WHEN I GO TO UR HOUSE

THIS FRIDAY WOMAN :3

pleaseeeee :P

SEE ! I SAID PLEASEEEEE !

i dont normally said please hehe :)

SO PLEASE PLEASE BUY FOR MEEEE !

NOM NOM NOM !

jeez candies !

crazy for them ...

cravings cravings :(((

aiyooo so bad weih my cravings !

how arh ?!

haha when i crave , i go crazy !

jeez cravings are going insane now :3

Reasons why i dream :)

2011-11-14T18:34:00.002+08:00

i dream because there is no other way i could see it happen at first.

but after trying many ways , finally it becomes true.

but people remember , dream first ...

its easier that way ...

its easier dreaming than to do at first.

but dont stay in the dream too long ...

u might not wanna come out then :)

hahah !

Yooo :)

2011-11-14T18:28:00.002+08:00

Sorry peeps :P

Only updating u during the evening.

Haha because I've been playing facebook games all day long :P

haha my sister got SPM so she came back only in the evening.

i had the whole house for myself and my younger sister :P

haha it was awesome :D

no disturbance AT ALL MAN !

haha so happy :D

damn i pray tomorrow also like that weih (Y)

hmm so I've been telling u guys a lot of thing about my friends right ?

And u guys dont know them ...

Haha now i posted pics of them there ---->

haha now u guys know who are they right ?

they are so awesome :P

Haha ! whoops gotta go ciaooo :P

Its a choice :)

2011-11-13T15:23:00.002+08:00

its all a choice :)

and the decision is held in our hands.

to be mean or tobe nice.

to lie and defend urself ,

or to be honest and put urself in trouble

its all a choice.

its hard to be made ,

but its easy to be lied about .

Its hard because its either getting urself in trouble ,

or getting urself out of trouble .

Its easy to be lied about because sometimes ,

people will just say i didnt have a choice.

and ignored the fact that they do .

so people tend to make wrong decisions .

and they blame others ...

hey i told u :)

the decision ,

the final ultimate decision ,

its all up to you :)

Feeling sleepy =/

2011-11-13T15:21:00.002+08:00

im feeling a little bit sleepy right now.

Hmm thats pretty weird ...

I was asleep till 1 just now ?

Wow i seriously am weird ...

Who could ever feel sleepy after sleeping for 12 hours ?

thi's has beenn happening for 3 days man ...

Hahaha I seriously need to go for a check up ...

Oh crap church later D:

God God i pray i wont end up sleeping later !

Haha !

And i hope i wont bump into him later :(

Uhh crap -_-

Walking in a breezy place :)

2011-11-13T15:16:00.002+08:00

I wanna go walking in a place like this :)

it seems so breezy and relaxing ...

All i need now is to relax my mind ,

Seriously ...

He seriously hurts me a lot

and i have a hell lotta time because of him .

Haha enough of thinking of a dungu like him :)

Just time to relax ...

But relaxing at my house is so impossible -_-

my younger sister keeps disturbing me !

EVEN AFTER I PUT THE DONT COME IN SIGN -_-

jeez i need to lock the door !

with a new lock !

i wonder how she got the keys !

i feel so annoyed right now -_-

and shes jumping ...

ON MY FREAKING BED !

BUT IM NOT GONNA SAY ANYTHING !

cuz im pretty nice :)

NOW GET OUT !!!!!!!!

whoops guess i was too much ?

haha i screamed at her finally !

wait ... why am i even blogging about this ?

HAHA BOREDOM !

OH GOSH ITS KILLING ME MAN ! HAHAH CIAO PEOPLE ! I SERIOUSLY NEED SOMETHING BETTER TO DO XDD

The Guardians !

2011-11-13T15:11:00.002+08:00

okay so i was in Popular Sunway :)

and this book attracted me ! :D

oh i so gotta get my hands on it ...

"There's no such thing as an empty house'"

* immitates with a spooky voice *

HAHAHAHAH COOL COOL !

who is this Andrew Pyper anyways ? =/

haha i send this to my mummy too :P

hope she buys for me fast !

all the books :D because i am so bored during holidays i need them !

haha mummy please help me :(

I LOVE U TO THE MAX !

please just get me al the books on the list !

IMUSTHAVEITWEIH !